Dear Lovely,
I am truely sorry for the way I acted on this day. I give no excuses for my insensitive acts. I was selfish, although I thought I was protecting you from my flaws. In turn what I did was hurt you in a way that I never wanted to happen. I tried to prevent it but alas, as always, in the process of doing so I suceeded in letting my selfishness hurt you. All I really wanted to tell you was that my philosophy is to let the one you love be happy, at all costs. Meaning that, even if that cost is my own unhappiness my intention was for you to be happy. I knew that you being with another would break my heart, that I would act on jealousy and envy, and it would hurt you even more. So I tried to fix it by going away, but it didn't work as I planned. So now you are upset with me, I am here broken hearted and angry with myself, and the hours continue without any meaning to my conscious mind. I am truely sorry.
Sincerely,
The Unthoughtful One
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