Dear Lovely, we're distant now...

Dear Lovely,
I realize that these last few days we are somewhat distant. Although that's always been the physical case, on the emotional level is of what I speak. This may be me being over exaggerating, but it may be something much more as well. There's not more we can do than what has already been done. This is not an original answer, yes, I know.

So where do we go from here? Few answers come to my mind. First option, let it run it's course whether that be into the ground or just flat line. Second option, find the source, come up with a plan of action, and execute it. And third option, end it before the emotions are too strong and it hurts too much for either of us to handle.

I leave this decision up to you. The choice is up to you because I do not want to force you into anything or pressure you at all. Do not think of my feelings or my thoughts, think of what You want, what You feel, and what You need.

Sincerely,
Unthoughtful One

Dear Lovely, I know it's hard

Dear Lovely,
I understand how it feels to be scared to take a chance, especially when both parties were at fault. I am glad you told me about him, don't ever feel that there is something you cannot tell me. I am here as your friend, to listen, to advise, and support you. Yes, my feelings for you run deeper than they should considering I'm only your friend.

And that is what I am trying to do. Convince myself that I am only your friend because that's all I can be.

Let the words roll out through your veins. Length is no issue here. I accept you for who you are and I always will. No matter what you do, what you did in the past, you are Lovely to me. Always are Lovely. It is impossible for me to see you as anything else.
Sincerely,
The Unthoughtful One

Dear Lovely, I am truely sorry.

Dear Lovely,
I am truely sorry for the way I acted on this day. I give no excuses for my insensitive acts. I was selfish, although I thought I was protecting you from my flaws. In turn what I did was hurt you in a way that I never wanted to happen. I tried to prevent it but alas, as always, in the process of doing so I suceeded in letting my selfishness hurt you. All I really wanted to tell you was that my philosophy is to let the one you love be happy, at all costs. Meaning that, even if that cost is my own unhappiness my intention was for you to be happy. I knew that you being with another would break my heart, that I would act on jealousy and envy, and it would hurt you even more. So I tried to fix it by going away, but it didn't work as I planned. So now you are upset with me, I am here broken hearted and angry with myself, and the hours continue without any meaning to my conscious mind. I am truely sorry.
Sincerely,
The Unthoughtful One